Praise works!

For the past month or so, i've been going through a lot a trials and many things to go through and learn, including my new managing work, schooling and new responsibilities since becoming 18.
I became very discouraged many times, and sometimes i made a mess of myself, and messed up.
I knew ppl were praying for me, and that this time would only bring me closer to the lord, so i'm still going n for him! Yay!
Anyways, about praise, yes, for the past few days, i've been having terrible cramps, and at the same time, the other manager sick, the schedule person out with cramps, i've been extreemly discourage, pressured and feeling very foul and in a very bad mood, but since i really had to keep working for the home to keep running, i didn't stop and went on with many many things to do, and finally collapsing in bed, feeling so worn out and discouraged, pain in the back and crying out to the lord, then falling into a sleepless and unfriendly night.
I woke up the next morning, thankfully being released from an unpleasant dream, and before everyone else woke up, about10 minutes before seven. unfortunately, although i tried to get my mind off of everything, while taking a walk, meditating and praising the lord for a wonder day and his creation, and also praying for others. i didn't really thank him much about what i've been going through and so i was in the same mood, and having unpleasant cramps and the other ppl out again, and another busy day.
I went to work, feeling very discouraged, but hid it inside, i tried to be cheerful but i was pretty normal. The moment coming home wasn't that pleasant either. Finding a mess in the kitchen with a million things to put away from the market and weekly shopping, and after finishing that, i started getting complains from ppl and i was just like, forget it! Then on top of that, after finishing everything and on my way out for my get out, someone came and told me the honey pick up was coming back in 15 minutes so i had to help unload.
I thought for a bit and decided to take a short walk, unload the honey and then go for a jog again.
During that short walk, i started to praise the lord for every single negative thought or bad thing i was thinking about, and then i started to feel better, then it started changing. I started thanking the lord for the good things, and then i started praying, and i started feeling great!
And after that, the situations didn't seem to bother me anymore, and soon things started to ay least seem better, and i started wearing a smile again, and now i'm here, writing this down so i won't forget- Praise works!Halelujah!

I miss You!!!

To You,
You are the only person who knows who i'm writing to, because i'm writing to you. And i wanted to tell you that i miss you so much and i love you so much, and i miss you! I really do!
And thats all i wanna say for now.

Free Hugs Photos

Jogging and exercise

Theses days, i've started jogging very regularly, and it feels good to run, even after sweating like crazy!
It's gonna suck for a while though, cus rainy seasonis starting already..oh well... TYJ for exercise equipment.
anyways, besides that...theres one thing i can say.."HI". Chao

Mei's graduation

I was so shocked and devastated when i heard the news, and i'm sure everyone else who knew her felt the same way too.
Even though i didn't get to know you so well Mei, I wasn't expecting you to pass away.
I pray that her family will have the grace to carry on through this hard time of losing someone so close and so dear to them.
I love you guys, and i'm gonna continue to pray for you guys, cus i know its hard and i know that thats the one and only most thing that i can do.

A Princess.

Here are my most recent pics, dressed up as a princess.




The other day,