First Purikura's of the year!

I think each one of the Purikura's say it all! Enjoy!

Praise works!

For the past month or so, i've been going through a lot a trials and many things to go through and learn, including my new managing work, schooling and new responsibilities since becoming 18.
I became very discouraged many times, and sometimes i made a mess of myself, and messed up.
I knew ppl were praying for me, and that this time would only bring me closer to the lord, so i'm still going n for him! Yay!
Anyways, about praise, yes, for the past few days, i've been having terrible cramps, and at the same time, the other manager sick, the schedule person out with cramps, i've been extreemly discourage, pressured and feeling very foul and in a very bad mood, but since i really had to keep working for the home to keep running, i didn't stop and went on with many many things to do, and finally collapsing in bed, feeling so worn out and discouraged, pain in the back and crying out to the lord, then falling into a sleepless and unfriendly night.
I woke up the next morning, thankfully being released from an unpleasant dream, and before everyone else woke up, about10 minutes before seven. unfortunately, although i tried to get my mind off of everything, while taking a walk, meditating and praising the lord for a wonder day and his creation, and also praying for others. i didn't really thank him much about what i've been going through and so i was in the same mood, and having unpleasant cramps and the other ppl out again, and another busy day.
I went to work, feeling very discouraged, but hid it inside, i tried to be cheerful but i was pretty normal. The moment coming home wasn't that pleasant either. Finding a mess in the kitchen with a million things to put away from the market and weekly shopping, and after finishing that, i started getting complains from ppl and i was just like, forget it! Then on top of that, after finishing everything and on my way out for my get out, someone came and told me the honey pick up was coming back in 15 minutes so i had to help unload.
I thought for a bit and decided to take a short walk, unload the honey and then go for a jog again.
During that short walk, i started to praise the lord for every single negative thought or bad thing i was thinking about, and then i started to feel better, then it started changing. I started thanking the lord for the good things, and then i started praying, and i started feeling great!
And after that, the situations didn't seem to bother me anymore, and soon things started to ay least seem better, and i started wearing a smile again, and now i'm here, writing this down so i won't forget- Praise works!Halelujah!

I miss You!!!

To You,
You are the only person who knows who i'm writing to, because i'm writing to you. And i wanted to tell you that i miss you so much and i love you so much, and i miss you! I really do!
And thats all i wanna say for now.

Free Hugs Photos

Jogging and exercise

Theses days, i've started jogging very regularly, and it feels good to run, even after sweating like crazy!
It's gonna suck for a while though, cus rainy seasonis starting already..oh well... TYJ for exercise equipment.
anyways, besides that...theres one thing i can say.."HI". Chao

Mei's graduation

I was so shocked and devastated when i heard the news, and i'm sure everyone else who knew her felt the same way too.
Even though i didn't get to know you so well Mei, I wasn't expecting you to pass away.
I pray that her family will have the grace to carry on through this hard time of losing someone so close and so dear to them.
I love you guys, and i'm gonna continue to pray for you guys, cus i know its hard and i know that thats the one and only most thing that i can do.

A Princess.

Here are my most recent pics, dressed up as a princess.




The other day,

Morning walks

For the past week, since i want to make a little more time exercising, and also because its getting warmer up here, i've been waking up an hour earlier and talking morning walks.
And since i've been having trouble sleeping, i should just get up anyway instead of struggling to try to get rest.
Anyways, it really beautiful, the other day, i couldn't sleep, so it was really early in the morning when me and another girl went on an very early morning walk to watch the sunrise-beautiful!
Nature makes me happy, and it makes me feel so close to the Lord, so maybe thats the main reason why i'm doing this.
Thank You Jesus, for morning walks.

Moving Again

I don't even know where..only the Lord knows.

Sex at work

Here's three simple steps to avoid the lawsuit and not be misunderstood that you are trying to sexually harras someone at work
1. Be Handsome
2. Be Attractive
3. And don't be Unattractive
tadda! hahahah

Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Birthday to you Mimi

I love you so much, and your a great friend Mimi. There are many fond memories of you that i can think of, but right now, i just want to congradulate you. Happy 20th birthday, you are now legal to drink in japan ..hahahha.......anyways, no matter how old you become, i hope you'll still be that fun, sexy, crazy, beautiful, full of the lord, inspirationalist, fighter, aggressive, smart, humours, big breasted, friendly, cool, and whatever else you are that is good for you and for others.
I love you! Muah!

Bike Riding up in the Mountains is AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................And thats all i have to say.

Tired but happy!

Unlike my other post, i'm tired, but i fell very happy, and i know why this time.....
I rested well, i went on a bike ride, i was able to talk and fellowship with ppl.....and of course the lord helped me....

Sad... kind of......and i don't know why.......

I don't know why, but i feel very sad and lonely right now. Everything today went well, and i was very happy and not even feeling that tired.
Now i just feel alone, like really alone. Maybe it's because i haven't spent enough time with the lord, or maybe its because i'm in love and the one i love is not here with me with his arms around me.
Maybe it's just because i'm alone, and sitting here like this, with everyone else doing their own thing.
I just feel like crying...and i don't know why. Maybe i'm just stressed...maybe i just need to chill by myself and spend time alone, although i see no point in doing that.
Maybe it's just time to go to bed and have a deep long sleep.............good night.

We're sick

Well... i'm all better, but some of us in the home have been pretty sick with coughs, fevers, running and plugged noses. please pray for us so we'll get better..we really need health at a time like this.

I Am now Home Manager

Photos from Sakura witnessing and Tabhoudai!

A fun and wonderful freeday!

Yesterday was a super cool and exciting freeday!
We got up, had some word, went to costco and had a hotdog and tiramisu, and shopped a bunch of stuff..i in particular got dried mangos....
then after that, we went to a very beautiful fun park, and played like 2 year old on the swing and roller slide, etc
then we went to the airport, and watched planes so close landing and taking off..was so exciting! The planes were like only 30 meters above your head and super loud, we were all screaming and cheering as the sun set!
Then after that, we ran to a store that had hangaku stuff and i got some sushi..yummy! MMMMM!
I was so happy! It was such a fun day! TYJ!
And on top of that, i recieved a belated birthday present from someone so dear and special to me! What i got i will keep a secret, but i get to be an XDer a year earlier! Woohoo! Thanks so much for that awesome present Lee! Muah! I will cherish it forever!

Happy Happy Birthday to you Gene!

A Birthday gift from someone really special

My friend made and sent me this for my birthday present! So sweet! I love you so much Aina, and I love you Jesus too!

Happy Birthday to me...sweet 18!

Cheers to Sakura!

It was the last day for sakura witnessing last night, and after it ws done, we all had a wonderful party together. It was so much Fun! Woohoo!!!!!!!!!! This year was such a wonderful sakura year in many many ways! I will miss the ones who are leaving.

Happy Birthday Ai-chan!

Yes, yes i know.......i'm late to post this again because of all the business, but Happy birthday! Her birthday is april 8th....i hope your cough and stuff gets better......

Sakura Trees

So beautiful! heres some pics of sakura trees..and oh yeah the sakura witnessing is going great!

Happy April Fools day!

Playing pool on yahoo with Lee

A while ago, me and Lee were chatting, and he started to send some games to me. At first i wasn't interested, seeing that i hadn't played any of those games before, but when it came to pool, I was like..Okay lets play!!!!!
It's been one of our fun things to do as we chat from time to time, and it makes life so much happier.
Pool table is so much fun, and its fun winning, and its fun losing too..it just is..oh i love you Lee! you're a great Pool player!

A portrait of Jesus and me.

My friend drew a picture of one of my photos and put Jesus on with it. It's so beautiful! Thank you Aina, you're really good at art. I love you Jesus

My first ride on a motorbike!

Woohooo!!!!
Yesterday, when i was on my way back from working at the resturant, i got off of the bus and there was a friend of mine, who comes up the mountain to ride his motorbike with friends, etc.
Anyways, i talked with him a little, then he offered me a ride back to my home since it takes 35 minutes to walk back from the bus. Anyways, he put a huge helmet and leather jacket on me to keep me safe and warm, and then i got on his friends two seater motorcycle.
And oh my it was so exciting and fun! It was almost like a jet coaster, just a little slower, and it got kind of scary when he drove through the curves cus the motorbike would tilt to the side and I had to hold on tighter just to make sure i was okay..heheheh..anyways, yeah it was so much fun! This experience, i shall never forget!

Spering Has Come, and Sakura season is about to being!

Mulin Rouge

I love this movie! No matter how many times i watch it i think it will be the best love story ever! Such a sweet, romantic, sad, touching and loving story...makes me cry everytime.

My anti -Junkfood diet.

I think it all began when i started to eat lots of candy, chocolate, etc, when ppl started noticing i have over eaten on sweets and junkfood, i think for all of you who have a sweet tooth, you'll understand what i mean.

anyways, instead of buying junkfood such as candy bars, etc, i have decided to instead, buy and eat healthier foods, such as dried fruits, and yummy snacks that aren't considered, junk.
anyways, pray that it'll be a success and a key to one of my happinesses in life, although i dread to forsake junkfood, i have decided to stay away from it as long as i can....peace.... Oh man! And today is white day! Oh whatever...i didn't get any chocolate from anyone anyways...

Happy White Day!

I know I know,,,it's kind of weird for everyone else except for you who are Japan, the day when guys give cookies back to girls who gave em chocolate on valentines..heheheh......

A suprise !

I was supposed to have post this thingy up like ages ago, but since i didn't, please forgive me.
It's a surprise thing that happened a little after Valentines day!
Yes thats right! i got my first valentines chocolate from someone i love dearly! MMMMMM!!!! And guess what? It wasn't even chocolate! Even better!It was a letter and my one of my favorite goodies, and i never even told him they were! Turns out that the gift was one of his favorites too....anyways! Haaaaahhhhh..i feel so happy right now! Thank you for being such a wonderful valentine my dear loving friend! I love you Jesus!

Happy Leap Year!

It only comes once in four years!

Dear Picses in my family, Happy Birthday!

Oh yeah, I wanna say Happy belated and happy soon to come birthday to all my dear picses in my family!
My dad had his on the 24th, became 50, my mom had hers on the 25th, became 52, my oldest bro, Kengo will have his birthday in March 3rd, will be 26, and my younger sister Miyuki became 16! Happy cool years to all of you!

Another Sleepless night.

It's another night, another night that i haven't been able to find rest or sleep, much less peace.
I've tried many things, such as, reading, trusting in the lord, going to bed early, doing computer exercising, listening to music, counting sheep, thinking, sleeping pills,and the list goes on and on and on......
I wonder why? when i was younger, i used to sleep so well, maybe cus i was a child then.
I wish i could go back to those days when i was a deep and peaceful sleeper, with sleeps always filled with strange yet fun dreams, and afterwards waking me up with excitement every morning. Now i no longer hardly ever dream, and if i do, i don't remember it much.
Maybe my life needs more excitement, not saying that it was more exciting when i was younger. Or maybe i need to exercise more, or eat more, or eve just stop thinking and bore myself to sleep, but there's so much to think about i just can't stop thinking once i start.
Oh Lord help me, what shall i do? I'm thankful for all the advice that i received from lots of people, and i've tried them all, but it just doesn't work for me.
I wonder why. Maybe it's because i think it may not work because i think so, or maybe i'm just afraid of stuff.
Right now, all i want is peace and a restful night, with peaceful yet exciting and fun dreams, and being waken up in the morning knowing that in fact i had slept very good, and feel happy for the day.

Happy Launch of the offensive!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

Patriots lost!

We watched the Super Bowl on live today, and it was such an intense game!
The Patriots in this season so far won 18 games, and didn't lose once and that was a record! But sadly they didn't go more than that.
For some reason Brady wasn't doing so good, and kept missing, etc, and the Giants soon took advantage. Too bad they lost, but the Giants played really well, with Manning's excellent throws and their strong defenses. They deserved to win.
I'm just kind of disappointed that the patriots didn't win, but since Brady wasn't playing so well in the two other games before the super bowl, I had a feeling that they wouldn't win.
Anyways, here are some photos of Tom Brady. Bwahhhhhh....but he did really well this season, making new records,etc. Brady, I just have to say, you did super good, and I'm a big fan of yours, so win the Super Bowl next season okay? Grin.