Yesterday i was looking through my stuff and i found a note book that i had been writing my thoughts about when i was 14 and 15, of what i was going through and a lot of them were encouragements to me, and reminded me of what to do when going through similar things in my life right now, so i thought it would be cool to post some of them. seperately by several posts of course. the funny thing about my thoughts, its that a lot them end with the answers that i've been looking for as i wrote my thoguhts down, like i was getting prophecy through thoughts.
So anyways, heres my first one, when i was going through a bunch of things that made me very discouraged and i was at the point of despair.
In Despair
when i'm in despair, what can i do? There are many reasons why i am in despair. Recently, I lost someone, i loved so much, i was also rejected by someone too. I also had a fight with one of my friends and i feel bad i hurt her. I also had a very bad score on my math test, i also disappointed my teacher, and made so many mistakes along the way today. I feel confused and lost about what to do. I feel so sad, and i feel so lonely and i wish those things never happened. I don't know what i need to do. Oh i wonder if anyones ever felt this way, and ever thought that it was over, that there was no hope out of feeling this way? But think....(long pause) .....There is always an answer to every question even if you don't know the answer right away. And for every though there is a positive one and negative one, depending on how you take it. There is always a way out of every life's mess, or struggle, just like there is a way into them. I've had my tests and trials and moments of discouragement and despair, but i realize that i don't have to be in despair just because of all that. I know that all i have to do is seek my Lord, and trust that he'll pull me through. I know he'll show me what i need to do, and i will no longer be in despair, and i know i will not have to think i am alone or on my own again.
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